Epiphany 5C-25
Immanuel Lutheran, Chicago
Paul wrote, “In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, we shall be changed” (1 Corinthians 15:52). Paul should know. The Spirit of Jesus literally knocked him from his horse and launched him in a new direction (Acts 9:1-19). We have two such stories in our lectionary today. Isaiah and Peter both experience something like the shocking fullness of the presence of God. It is what German Lutheran theologian, Rudolf Otto (1869-1937), called mysterium tremendum et fascinans. God’s presence is fearful and fascinating and entirely different from anything we experience in ordinary life. This mysterious, terrifying, and utterly extraordinary God hides in plain sight in, with, and under our frail and ordinary body and in the faces and voices of our neighbors and our enemies.
The direction of our life takes can change quickly and unavoidably. The death of loved one; the birth of a child; an argument, an accident; falling in love, finding a friend; getting a job, losing one –these become hinge-points upon which the story of our life is hung.
The details of our lives differ, but one element is always the same. The gentle, imperishable, persistent pull of the Divine lure draws us always toward the larger life of our best self so that our days may be filled with tails of compassion, justice, humility, courage, mercy, forgiveness, and love. This is what is called the call to discipleship. This is what we call the Way of the Cross. It is a fork in the road we encounter again and again. It is the choice between death and life. “He has told you, O mortal, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?” (Micah 6:8)
God’s call to be a disciple and an apostle of Jesus was about to descend upon Peter with startling force. In the twinkling of an eye, the hard-won pieces of Peter’s life lay scattered on the seashore. He became like a fish living out of water. Peter and his partners, James and John, had lived moving from ship to shore following the feeding rhythms of fish. Yet within a few short hours, they left everything and to follow Jesus.
There had been some inkling of this. Luke’s gospel is careful to tell us Peter was indebted to Jesus for healing his mother-in-law. Peter was intrigued by Jesus and his teachings. He was impressed enough after hearing Jesus speak to the large crowd that flocked to the lakeshore that he had addressed Jesus with the respectful title: “Master” (Luke 5:5).
‘Master, we fished all night and have caught nothing’. Peter was moving from the security of his predictable life into the deep waters of a new and uncontained reality defined according to the rhythms –not of fish—but of the divine life of the living God.
Perhaps you know fishing was a miserable job in the first-century Roman Empire.
Fishing was controlled by the Roman state. The lake and all the creatures in it were owned by Caesar. The best and biggest fish belonged to him. Peter, James, and John were not businessmen. They were peasants on the bottom rungs of an extractive and abusive system. In the ancient Roman Empire, you didn’t work for yourself. You didn’t choose a job or a career. You and your entire family worked for Caesar. They were often in conflict with the politicians and tax collectors who stole from them. They swam in a sea of injustice. No fish. No freedom. No hope. This is what they walked away from. They left it all sitting on the shore. The left the Roman Imperial economy behind and embraced the new economy in the house of God. (Diana Butler Bass)
From Peter we learn that “When we set out into the deep water with Jesus in response to his Word, we will not come back to land the same” (Brian Stoffregen). In boats nearly swamped with an enormous haul of fish Peter senses the gap between his world and the new creation open to him in Jesus. Peter moves from calling Jesus even so exalted a title as master (5:5) to the even more exalted ‘O Lord!’ And it’s then that things get unmanageable and scary. It’s then that Peter comes to see that the story of his life up to that moment swung upon his lack of faith, not his lack of fish. It’s then that he blurts out, “Go away, Jesus”, literally in the Greek, “Get out of my neighborhood!” (William Willimon, Pulpit Resource). In the twinkling of an eye Peter’s life was changed.
Peter became the first member of Christ’s church. The people of Nazareth violently escorted Jesus out of their neighborhood because he was unwilling to grant them special favors. But Peter orders Jesus away because he believes he is not special enough. He feels unworthy to be in Jesus’ presence. Like Isaiah before him, he felt himself to be in the fullness of the presence of God. He is filled with equal measures of shame, awe, and fascination. He became deeply aware of his own sinfulness. Yet notice, Jesus isn’t really interested in Peter’s personal moral failings. The mission is much bigger than that. Jesus issues no command to follow, requires no oath of loyalty, insists on no guarantee of compliance. Instead, he says only “Do not be afraid.” Jesus calmed Peter, saying: “Do not be afraid; from now on you will be captivating people.”
Here Jesus uses a word used only once in Christian scripture. It’s a word that means to “capture alive.” Like Peter, James and John, we are gathered in this place because we have been captured alive. We have seen and heard and have been captivated by the presence of Christ. Jesus, the Divine lure, draws us out this life to live another, out of this economy into the economy of the peaceable kingdom, out of the dog-eat-dog life and into the beloved community. We become like fish out of water, living our best life, being the best version of ourselves, which no self-help book or personal striving could enable us to achieve, but in all things, God works together with us for good (Romans 8:28).
In the twinkling of an eye, this gospel of grace has suddenly become controversial. Love and service to the poor has become political. Lutheran Social Services, Bread for the World, USAID, Refugee Resettlement, and welcome of the immigrant is the work of criminal money launderers.
The good news of Jesus Christ is being replaced with another more selfish and cynical creed all in the name of religious liberty. Vice President JD Vance said in a recent interview, “There’s this… very Christian concept that you love your family and then you love your neighbor, and then you love your community, and then you love your fellow citizens, and then after that, prioritize the rest of the world.” “Theology done in service of giving oneself permission to preside over the creation of a concentration camp is a theology done out of a disordered love” (Dawson Vosburg, Sojouners Magazine, February 2025).
The devastating truth of Christianity is that Christ rescues us to imitate his love — a love shown by his dying on behalf of those who hated him and by rising to break the yoke of oppression. The mysterious, tremendous, and fascinating presence of God calls from the deep, from within us, among us, and without us: come and follow. Come and die. Come live like fish out of water. Come… ‘Will you go where you don’t know and never be the same? We will the prisoners free. We will care for cruel and kind. We will risk the hostile stare. We will kiss the lepers clean. In the company of Jesus we will go—for God to move and live and grow in us and all of us together in God.’ (“Will you Come and Follow Me,” ELW #798)